She Is A Camera

Autumn 2002 (originally uploaded to beautifultoxin.net)
hardware: 3Com HomeConnect / PowerBook G3 software: Oculus

An attempt to recreate the iconic accidental shakticam splash image in higher resolution, three years after the fact. What I shot once in thirty seconds with a desk lamp, was, of course, everything this thing I did under “real” lights could not be.

But I go back. I always go back. I can’t keep from looking.

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"We are all camgirls now"

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